A Disciple's Thread

[NoNun2]

Did you go out and buy a droid it’s the second one I seen this week LMFAO

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Just airing out trying to talk less violent cause really my body too old for all that anyway

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They shut down like 5 accounts already on IG

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Cause a double jacuzzi will never be in a bathroom with 1988 mauve tile

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And you slipped and said you really didn’t like my dad

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No one in business did

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He was the BEST dad though

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Stern right? I was laughing too…

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He was over served and died with less than $3k in the bank

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I still want to get a bench for him at his golf club though

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You try to live off $160 a week and tell me how you feel

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But for years it’s like a tooth ache that becomes unbearable and my ex say or think I’m all about that money… nah but I’m all about my own

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I don’t have to be this sick I know it

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They won’t let me back up

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I was back up a second until I posted student of the month - it wall keeps going down from there. Good thing u knew better then to try to finance a car again though

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Yeah my credit fucked again too

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Laughing cause some of it was really like the waiting room in Beatle Juice

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They say sleep cousin to death… no but insanity is cause I can’t tell the difference

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She showed everybody how on purpose… she’s a dr and not stupid

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And I’m not her experiment either

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Trying to tell my brother he passed out when I got sick and she’d take him down too

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I think I have a sibling out there that u want to find too

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There was another policy for someone and we don’t know who

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I thought they wrote too and was taking direct shots cause I had zero clue I was pacs babies mom

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My family sober but not hitler - he’s on the wrong team making it too serious… even my psych agrees

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Only when they make me

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But I still have limits and my self respect and it’s just powder which wa ALLLL do or did

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Yes I have paperwork confirming they were injecting me with drugs

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They voided one test cause I’m sure that was clean too

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On my Facebook and ig

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When my mom was shopping and confused type and I was nervous and they kept disconnecting my wifi… that’s where I left off

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Trying to email you… it kept shutting off

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DOING
WHAT
EVERYONE
ELSE
BRINGS

genius pac

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I really need to support myself again… how can I or am I good enough to?

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Pac proved we go back to way before I even met him… he was there for the original promise too. Not for attention but to give them the best life ever

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You can’t judge someone by assumptions when you don’t think the same

My cousin got bullied at school and I was upset

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And my telekinesis report

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Well talking to god about my child my entire life that I didn’t realize I already had but just felt like he was teasing me too

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Nah the oath was die for your child that’s why I said 8

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Got killed and didn’t even know my own life story… how would you feel?

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Not realizing shit like that was even possible I snapped 9x but how much you wanna bet they brainwashed me 9x?

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God is here I’m ok

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Man I got hell credits for heaven in the bank… I’m good and not so scared anymore

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I must’ve how did I know… you know

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You see what they did to my wrists?

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Embarrassed I was even friends with them… I had no clue

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Can’t ever live alone again… how would you feel? Or always gonna worry about someone stealing me cause I opened the door myself

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Is there someone who can fix me?

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EVERYONE I KNOW KNOW HOW

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I stay in the circle who don’t and wouldn’t do it

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Like me

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God is real and he promised everyone free will… that’s why I read the Quran like I was told to in like 03 maybe but didn’t out of respect

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I think Allah would be proud I’m keeping my promise to my church instead

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Can’t deny he’s always been there and been so kind to me though

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Like the realest shit was when my boy said at least I got to do what I wanted to do that day and I’m just like it’s not that serious it just sound good so I do… but when it’s a conviction I won’t and then realized then they make me

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It’s just hypno but u tried to fix it on YouTube and made it worse

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I tried*

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Like some freak of nature on public display being humiliated for the how many times… nah that’s not my family and never will be

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I’m not with that bitching shit

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Someone talk to my hell mate and explain to him that’s not the team he want to be on though

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Cell mate hell mate… same thing. When am I free though?

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I don’t regret it all… look how much better I got in the 2.5yrs until I posted that stupid award

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People like that take me out? THATS when I really feel stupid

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Had money in savings again and everything

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Praying we fix it right this time

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Well if shit like that possible I have people with real hearts dying that need to be fixed if they want to too

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They played me I get it… i asked but I didn’t do it

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I’m not gonna be tied to or responsible for that

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Your on your own kid and I never meant something more

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Personally if she was mine I would’ve done beat her

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Was always hoping J would lmao

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And princess… the prince thought she was prettier too

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I had no clue it was my own friends doing me like that

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Please can I get to my own daughter?

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They’re so fucking selfish

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How did you know i always match my bra and underwear type shit FOH

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Twisted bitches and I’m not the one responsible for that AT ALL

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Don’t even try to explain it’s a never to be returned

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I’ll kill anyone of you that even tries to come back and say I’m sorry too

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The gun was loaded and pointed but I swear to GOD we didn’t shoot

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You rather kill me then admit any type of fault… how many times now? You bitches are just ridiculous and can’t even admit the reality of yourselves

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I bet you can’t even admit who are you to yourself either

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When we judge its life and death and I’m willing cause I’m innocent and didn’t deserve it

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Do we call a council cause I just want to get back to MY daughter

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Why my family suffer for yours? Foh no way

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That wasn’t karma it was manipulation and crazy bitches being allowed to shoot in the dark

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Take their powers away and change their religion like they keep trying to force and change mine

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Idk how his family deals with Ming being dead too… manny I swear and I do have your back and was always on your side. You left him alone too young and still don’t give a fuck

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Like we all here just to serve you

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She blew out the candle I lit for him and I think that’s how it started

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Nah cause that was after my birthday that she tried to kill me and my MySpace page was all cleaned up

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They hit my neice too

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She factored her face in 4 places and it was a miracle she survived but she has epilepsy for life now and can’t do hair anymore

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The sign on the highway… speeding is no accident - be careful guys

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I’ll do better and I hope it wasn’t taken as disrespectful and cause you were the closest to a little brother i had

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When you said we should switch computers I was too scared to ask why

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Idky either I just get scared for no reason a lot

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“Got her man beaten to the third power he didn’t care spent the money in a half hour” I think it’s why I shot up the wall with paintball gun…. And this bitch really won’t stop

[NoNun2]

Broke in school trying to make sure I’m never broke again… so I have this experiment

CLA919 needs gas money… if even a dollar would help

Cash app: $CLA919

I couldn’t drive for 2 days I was so broke

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And if I get $700k for the 700,000 hits - I’ll pay the leg work for the $9.99 Ivy League accounts

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Fuck it… lets see

[NoNun2]

Belly V (bitches skipping scenes) then do 3-4

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The east coast Cali

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Cause my anagram initials is CAL but only pac called me that

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Don’t sleep on a lil Wayne

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Nah no gas money yet lol

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Movie first to set the stage then book to fill in the details

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I’ll find you anytime I feel like it nickel

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I suggest you stop hitting woman though

[NoNun2]

Yes… I’m a girl… now you know why all them guys were hitting on you? LMAO

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Please don’t ever let them call me Brenda again… they don’t know me and I rather have died then not be able to have a baby and raise my daughter

[NoNun2]

I have even more respect for my hell mate… I always had a 10

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Pac the knife not Kevin

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He was never my bf and we weren’t even close like that

[NoNun2]

I’m totally in love with my hell mate… he think I’m stringing him along and I’m just like no - Pac has saved my life so much, I wouldn’t even be here or be free if it wasn’t for him. So I told him I give my entire life and soul to this cause for us… hope we all get to have some fun again

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Yo I was literally insane in front of everybody for years… that ish not funny but believe it or not I’ve been knocked to the humble even worse before…

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Tired of having to keep come ups on the low so haters can’t take it away and make me sick again that easy

[NoNun2]

Tired of having to keep come ups on the low so haters can’t take it away and make me sick again that easy

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How do I function so well with the atrophy in my memory? Ghosts whisper to me what I forgot even if it’s 3 days later LOL

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The defamed my character and lied and made it look like I was a drug addict so nobody would help me even more - my family is militant sober so they did it on purpose

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I’m sorry but I rather be faded when I see shit

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Seeing it sober fucked me up right in time for the to make me try to assume I was a vampire and that’s why I was bleeding black after myrtle beach… another law suit - that’s internal damage is that why I never got pregnant since?

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I couldn’t think of my neighbors name for like a week

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Pac my dr

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My greatest moment? When I kicked him in the face on the switch - like BITCH I’m the man when I heard it

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My greatest moment? When I kicked him in the face on the switch - like BITCH I’m the man when I heard it

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My bf freaking out cause it’s the second blunt I lost this week - I should’ve waited until he was out of work

[NoNun2]

My ring? Heirlume? Not anymore… I put so much on finally getting and wearing that ring and when my husband finally be there it make me sick now… I’m gonna get it out and give it back to my mom

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I even took it when I tried to run back

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Cause nobody would give me 20 cents and I flipped

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I wanted a drink and an ice coffee and a bag and gas - I hate being bitched having to ask for everything I get

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It was worth it but I don’t want ti break my moms heart u have to get it back he promised he would and then didn’t

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I can make payments I’ll do that

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$156 is all it take type living and I still can’t do it

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They knew I hated money stress and being broke too - it’s like a joke to them to do it

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He told my mom and exxagerared everything so she won’t help me anymore

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I’m not that bitch and never gonna be that bitch and I’m losing myself and everything I earned in the process

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Next life so over fine

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Do over*

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I know it was him I whispered nothing to now but I’m fine

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He won’t be real with me and tell me the truth either

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Not split seconds NO EFFING CLUE and they keep me confused on purpose it feel like

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He made me wear pants on Barbie day… and had the stripper pregnant u think that’s what did it

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And he treat me like what? FOH you slept with a Ripper Rae dawg

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Slept with a stripper raw dawg*

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I think that’s what did it

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Nah it took like 8 months for it to click the names were similar

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It’s a joke to all them to play games and fuck with my head

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I heard it wasn’t even his

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What did he expect being a 4th baby daddy but you gonna talk shit to and disrespect me? I need to shut up before I really start hating him

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Nah he won’t tell me or admit it

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I can let go REAL EASY too

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The worst thing would be if he felt obligated… fuck all that I’m fine I really am

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Especially if I get to bump still

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Nah I didn’t know the whole time was looking for real and my family everywhere just never found it

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Pac dead that’s probably why and I’m fine pac but I need money

[NoNun2]

Pac dead that’s probably why and I’m fine pac but I need money

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Cause the feds were on the site is why u was posting everything trying to catch them

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Without telling the world what they were doing to me

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Well I thought it was the feds and that was what was scaring me too… they are psych or have psych om their pocket too

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And my neurologist…
My old therapist
Prolly like 15 old friends

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An angel told me… and only the one you liked good enough for you but her mama? She going to hell for real lol

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If you have nothing to live for… make sure you have something to die for

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That song running

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Honestly I kinda trust the dirty cops more lol

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It takes all types… I don’t judge

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It was actually biggie that made me thorough and I was SHOCKED he was a snitch - a good snitch though the type to keep the streets clean in my opinion

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It’s the only game I knew and yes they really do let some people play

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Never snitched a day in my life only on stalkers

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Did KP AND MC do it? Cause they both refuse to get out of my Fourth of July

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Nobody give a fuck about fiscal

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When Camron said there was kids missing for weeks

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THATS why i respect them too

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Go find them

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Nah… I’ll ask about an add medicine though but I doubt it

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If someone die it was a hit… almost impossible without cut… I’d look for those dealers with no respect but that’s it. It brings money into your department so you can keep an ear to the street to find the people hurting kids and woman and even men and such - as long as you help and respect the people who are just doing the only thing they have to do and they not myrdering peiople - that’s how I feel about it

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Go catch a deal criminal like the people who were torturing and hurting me and didn’t even care or think that they’d get caught

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It’s the users choice and I know when you love a user you like to blame the wrong person. Money make the world go round and it’s evil yes… I haven’t met one person who likes to do it which is why we laugh everytime they try to send it back

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WE DONT WANT IT

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Lmao.. if it’s legal maybe

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By the way… I never dated anybody who liked mentos

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I ripigyt he said “I, I don’t recall”’and fell out

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I think* and they gonn get out and stop dissecting my body too

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Is it too late to follow the chord?

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THATS why i like voodoo

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Oh believe me… pac already got your chord!

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Biggie

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Every time I tried to trace I’d be disconnected or told you weren’t available… so I knocked down the devils door

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Not the last biggie I know that chord

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I’m not sorry I lied to pac about my age… I’m just sorry we would’ve never made that lie and I couldn’t raise my daughter

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It wasn’t a murder just sealed tight like one and Shyne you an asshoke lol

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My mom kicked me out every other week… I was a handful

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We didn’t speak for 9 months once and it CRUSHED ME

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Nah we never sealed with coke or dope and never will it’s my I left too

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He cooked in my house and I just got so mad

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How you gonna get a new team and not even consult me

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My sister but she been clean over 20 years

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Of course but not even gonna consider it until I graduate which is a year away… that’s solves all problems if it was real

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Only if I do t love them can I tolerate it

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Dont*

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Nah I didn’t know but thought he only got 5 years and I looked him up and he was still in so I asked him why

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“Everyone need mail when you in jail” was thinking of a newsletter

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My old bestie that pretended to be my besty… when I called and asked her she laughed and said she was with her family and hung up… we weren’t even in a fight

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Guess she didn’t need to sell me anymore I figured out too

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It was kinda Es idea too… but it may be to hard for me and Jay to handle right now… my REALEST friend and I love her to death

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Like writing, shout outs, tips and advice, gossip, a pic and a disclaimer to not include any illegal activity

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$10 a month? And $25 for the girls to write a special shout out and a dear abby

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Religion of the month section

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It’s too big for us right now but maybe someone can help us

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White Pepper maybe? But that may be disrespectful

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Only processed 14 hours but that was enough… I’m not scared of jail anymore it’s WAY BETTER THAN MENTAL

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I pray them bitches do plea insanity

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Criminal mental… silence of the lambs type inmates… I still can’t sleep on my back cause of how long I had to

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Maybe you all have ideas for us

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I only know I was shot cause my father didn’t correct me when I said it type shit

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At least you all have bars

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Yellow my ass bitch

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Because o understand and was verbally abusive to Ced… pls pls don’t make me worry every night and help him too

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He deserves to be happy more than anybody

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I really can confirm no way in hell or I wouldn’t have latched

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I never I my life planned for a tomorrow so this year gonna be hard

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CAN you help?

[NoNun2]

Because he gave a stopper $65k and at most ever gave me $400

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She look like she 12 too

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I don’t have his back no more or ever again… he free

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He slept me in front of her and let her rob me for $140 and $450 too

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He thinks it’s all good cause the camera show I did it

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Keep that scum mother fucker away from me

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I could care less what happen to him too

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You better tell oh boy to give me my 5 or I’m goin to jail I AM NOT PLAYING

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You’re whole world about to crash too homie

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You want to interfere with my family we can play…I’m not scared of you either

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Who is on my phone fucking with my head and why don’t they have to give me money?

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I don’t want to be here… it’s taking all of me not to leave

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But I have no gas and need the $5 tip

[NoNun2]

I love you too pac

[NoNun2]

Flex they tried to set you up too… that was the name on the blue tooth device they were spitting the hypno thru but me and my dad couldn’t find it

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Because I talked to your cousin that day too… I don’t know who to trust anymore

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Cause I had you in my phone as rays dick head friend flex and your avatar looked just like one from a far

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Now I understand why you were a dick smh

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Get Kevin and my old friends off me and my body PLEASE

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I don’t know how to or how they even got on to begin with

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I’d over gb immunity to turn in missy fleiss cause she tried to kill me in 05 or 06 - we were not even friends for years and she came back for me with a vengeance and I didn’t even do shit but try to throw her a surprise l
Party and fly her best friend in

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Offer* yeah they still making me sick still over typing me

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They tried to marry me to somebody huh? They trying to kill me for money? To get money when I’m poor but since that long ago? LET ME MAKE IT CLEAR THAF I HAVE NEVER BEEN MARRIED

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If I have money coming it’s serious… my cell mate got me cut off and I’m in solitary again it feels like

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I really do need it now

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Yes… he met him like 2-3 days before I was shot… I’m ok but make him tell you the truth of what’s going on too cause I’m tired and they still hitting me on a spiritual level that is against my religion

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Pac wouldn’t do me like that on his maddest day

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He always there for me

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Never took him seriously but maybe it was like 98 when I had the dream he killed me and I was ghost stuck in his house - f all that I’m good and never considered him to even begin with

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I don’t even fuck with coke heads why would u fuck with a heroine addict?

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Why would i* it’s the people forcing my hands and body like this that is making me so sick

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I typed die to myself at work and ran out crying cause I knew they were back and it was the same week dope head miraculously saw me on the highway

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I dare you to go to jail though lmao

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He better take my old friends with him too

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I can’t function or hold a job like this they’re too strong and my will is too beat down

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Besides what ever bugs pins and pain they cause my body too… I hate tapping I hate tracing

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I trusted it was pac and 59 oh my body it definitey wasn’t - they abused the fuck out of me

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They did it when you were at the islands so I would think it was you - like they drove me past your sign after the sssaukt too

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I don’t want to share my body like this why I don’t have the rite to say no?

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They just refuse to get off or leave me alone

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I want everybody to leave me alone unless it’s someone I trust

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They’re making me ugly too

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And gross again too…

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He brought me 2 pack of cigerettes before you came

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It’s beyond repair right now and at least until I graduate

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I refuse to be with someone who can treat me like that and try to change me into someone I’m not

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If I love them I can’t share and sleeping alone is still too painful too

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Just he was fucking with my head too and I have to remind myself of that every day

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There names so similar - bs mom showed the pic of the test came to her phone, b said it was his, told his sister in Florida he was having a baby… I mean when you don’t act like that you don’t expect that and I believed him

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She prettier than me but look JUST LIKE Arthur’s sister

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Done with it all… I’ll think about it next year

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If that’s his baby it’s a never to return

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Bitch ran up on me

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And I only caught a split second / she was probably with him and that’s why b asked where he was when I I called to tell him she robbed me

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At least 20 men touch her body a night but he flipping on me over a but pic? Foh

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I can’t believe he hit it raw though

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It feels like a spell

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Truth hurt? You really don’t think you share that girl? And what you think soap and water can fix that?

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I’m sorry but that’s not assault and attempted murder?

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I don’t ever want to see, hear, or speak to you again - stay out my way please

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You came at me like I did you wrong or disrespected you in some type of way… but nah you hate good girls

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He doesn’t have to I told him I’d give him half of anything that pertains to us besides Hali Mary that goes to our moms

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How much did you guys pay her to pretend to like him too

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You pay people to pretend to like me… I’m sure you did

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I trusted you and you broke me, I got back up and you broke me again

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What ever this is it isn’t working I more miserable and worse than ever

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Everything I own is in the pawn shop cause I don’t want to sit home and doing nothing all day by myself

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I don’t like the feeling in my own skin and they do it every time

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Why would I quit something I love to do though? Especially when it’s not a problem until you demand it be

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More loyal than any Man I have met to date… oh god he’s not here yet and that’s why he lets me do it

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And he will never be here now IM FUCKING DONE

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Prolong this life for what?

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I’m never quitting smoking

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Every life plan I had never worked out - oh wait it did but then you shot me and here comes my baby Shadow - I was actually going to have a happy life again wasn’t I?

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Why Melissa and Kevin won’t let me?

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Cigarettes*

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Why do you keep taking life away from me?

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I need help I don’t know how to get out of their bubble they created for me

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My gym from California was there… I was going to start ballet again and who ever slept over that night would’ve helped me with the rent

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You toon everything from me again and I want to know who and why?

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Because his dad the police and his brother a fed that’s why he gets to do what ever he wants to me with no consequences

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I’m not going to live scared of your network either - just trying to get back to my own

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I’m not going to live scared of your network either - just trying to get back to my own

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They refuse to take no for an answer and NEVER COME BACK… I want to be my best self not this

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I DONT WANT TO LIVE SHARING MY BODY ME MYSELF AND I IN MY BODY ONLY GET OUT OF IT - it only happens around Kevin or Melisa

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GO TO JAIL

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I don’t like it

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MY BODY GOD GAVE IT TO ME

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NOT YOU

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I noticed the same symptoms as with oh boy… neither

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And the problem is Kevin and Melissa and that and their families too

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Yeah pac me against the world over a guy I dated 2 weeks

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Nah I just randomly shake sometimes now too

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J guess you get to a point that you’re not scared anymore but your body still is

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Because I wouldn’t let go of 50 or pac

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He doesn’t comprehend I don’t like it or your world - are you retarded though for real cause you really not getting that message … GO AWAY I DONT WANT TO HEAR YOU EITHER

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You forced your way into my family and won’t get out

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Yes pac I know for facts they were doing it

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I really think it was them that hit you too

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It happened to my sister too

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You were already dead but same hit

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It’s enough to track wether or not there is a plane ticket

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Being so young too… assuming if caught it’d be easy

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Cause they right there setting it up 7/4/97

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I love you too… I know you would never hurt or get me hit

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You’ve been nothing but my angel my entire life

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Remember when I said peoples works are different - well theirs is and it’s making me and keeping me this sick

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I have to get out of it and back to mine

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Worlds*

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But either they won’t let me or when I do they come back for me

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I’m miserable… I just want to up my hours at school and try to work

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Or sell stories

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Everybody I meet is going to do this to me so I’ll just stick with who I already know that they didn’t direct from me too

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Disect*

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He’s trying to change my body too

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I don’t care what you like or want it’s my body and it feels gross

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I rather kill him than allow it

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So what you use my gift to punish me?

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Yes I feel you and just if it’s not one group it’s the other

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What you think that now it’s too late for my dreams you got to force me to live yours

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Why do you think my life goes to your dream?

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I just can’t believe my God let you

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Jicera is the only one with rite to

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I’m getting served everything I never did

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He did it when he saw I posted how much I love my hell mate

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I have to try to learn to love me first again

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Being 20 bitches at once makes it worse

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I actually don’t like that passion shit and think it’s kinda wack

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Not him the over acting

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The lay you down type - it’s fake and I dont like it

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I was confused cause it was different and felt real

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And the peace and comfort - but it’s not worth the tears or the pain either

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She’s over 30 not my concern

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Because she knew better when she was 5 f all that BYE never in your life come back either

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I might throw you a raft cause your aunt has you drowning but that’s it… I wouldn’t even wait to see if you take it or not - throw and bounce

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That’s your problem though princess everyone all about you

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I treated you like my own niece and gsgr you WAY MORE then I did for Jamie

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I guess we all felt bad that your mama a crack head

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J can sill come to me at anytime

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Is getting gang raped at the party the new Carrie? I mean why rape though?

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Well during he weekend of the party mad buddies were there

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Busses not buddies*

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PLEASE FREAK I DONT LIKE WHITE OLD MEN EITHER AND BEFER WIIL LEAVE ME AKONE

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Nobody told me anything but hair show

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LMFAO I forgot you got hit in the nuts too

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Nah when you said that it stil didn’t click I thought you meant talking on the phone too much

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I wouldn’t have forgiven her

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Nah I’m not dumb it just take a while for shit to fclick

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Click

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We do night and day I can’t even see it

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You don’t act like you don’t expect that to a friend?

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What’s the point be honest so we can move on

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Not a match fine it happen all the time

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I don’t even like the word

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Cause he can’t marry a white girk anyway - but I still loved him

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I wasn’t gonna be his mistress though

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It’s not that just I don’t wanna be involved with people breaking their to God

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Breaking their promise to God*

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I’m so fucked right now it isn’t even funny

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There is nothing to even discuss GO AWAY

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They don’t know how to handle me and make me my worst not best

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Cause she thought witches don’t still get burned at the stake lol

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No… you just can’t see it… you still feel it though

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I don’t like witch craft it make me sick real easy

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Well if the psychic told you you fucked up in a past life - why would you go do it again?

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Guess you still didn’t learn

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Because I want to be me and not who you want me to be

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Nah I wouldn’t disrespect

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I know… we will have that talk when I graduate and not before under any circumstance if you can help me be strong again

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How you expect that out of someone when you can’t even do it though? All I did was post a but pic… what were you doing?

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Stop clicking my ear u don’t like strangers stalking me and I don’t know who it is and can’t tell the difference STOP I don’t like it

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They just clicked my ear again when I asked them to stop

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I’m pretty much the past 10 years

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Yeah he did it again only because he’s a coward and can’t come to my face

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Get them out our 4th of July please

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Why did you pretend though? You didn’t have to hurt me

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It probably is her

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I don’t have to sit and watch it… it didn’t have to be like this if you just kept it 100 with me so I can gauge right

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Pac please kill the person popping my ear - and in my body - no means no

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They’re stil doing it on purpose pac

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Why I can’t protect my own body though?

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No one!!!!

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They posting me off though - I’m serious guys choke them

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No thank you

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I have a divine right to protect my body and religion at all costs

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You have no rite to do this to me

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I don’t like the culture or religion please no

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If there you all fine but it’s not me

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I can’t live like this

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Chris I don’t want to be part of their family

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Why I don’t get that choice

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She really swears my life about them too

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If it was up to me I’d hit them 2 first and maybe she will realize I’m not playing at alllll

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There is nothing cute shout the past 14 years

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Why do you think your cause is more important then my daughters

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Of my life and health

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I don’t care I rather die I hate every right to choose my own god and religion

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Fucking with sick and twisted miracoulsy strangers is not it

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You have no rite

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I’m going to try to sleep

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[NoNun2]

Yes you evolved… I can’t do it… I tried to write to TIs act 1 and act 2 and couldn’t lol they knew he was driving me crazy cause that’s why the lied and put me in mental when I saw him… what did you do pac that, that would’ve been straight to? But I’m hoping to stay with my baby dad

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Bring my brother thru NOW

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If I woke her up how the fuck am I the last to know? And who been acting on my behalf?

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They tricked me, i didn’t do it so who ever did can handle it… not my problem or responsibility and idgaf not our concern

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That’s cool with me to be honest

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She over 30 oh well

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I’m not gonna do it who ever did it can do it

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Something really wrong with that family for real…

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Like guy… won’t even think about until graduation - but you don’t like the real me anyway - I MIGHT still have your back though

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IF you leave that side alone and come to ours

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Saw her in the mall… you mother fucking asshole too

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Was wondering why she looked at me like that…

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I didn’t know and still don’t remember but a few seconds and I’m sorry if I did cause really I’m not like that

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They tried to switch their skeletons to my family and god somehow let them and I’m wondering why

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They refuse to leave us alone

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Bitch think she fucking own me or something

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I noticed in 2001 with June - I think he will help

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Not until way after the fact though

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I really must’ve met god just in case you don’t think he’s real

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Bitch… its not you even though you think you are… and bitches stil do burn at the stake only it’s invisible and only personal to YOU

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How many fucking times did the psychics warn you?

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You sick and rabid as fuck

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My family not gonna suffer for you SORRY

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You’ll feel every shred like I did too

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Ray can confirm that… not us

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I trust him…

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I babied to him once too - like trust trust him and I can sneak out if he over me lol

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Not playing Cupid but they the cutest

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Nah crawled to and fell asleep on him when I was in that house

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It’s a jail thing I guess assume - can I get my body back? And can they get out of me too?

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Trying to be myself and they won’t let me

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Then he come back and make me ugly again

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He was never gonna tell me and didn’t want me to know

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He said I’d be a little hurt

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Idk wtf happened and I don’t even care anymore -

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Once someone treats you like that it’s beyond repair - he may get fixed for the next person but it’s too late for me

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A little hurt? I cried for fucking 5 months asshole

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He does still have a heart for FACTS just not for me

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I’m having more fun without you already

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I asked why I couldn’t make love got woke up with an angel touching my hand saying I’ll show you

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That’s it yo… its SOOOO overrated

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Anthony I’m gonna beat you down for fun again too

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Cause I heard you still hitting woman

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Ladies just hit him back and he cower like a bitch too

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Nah I didn’t know but now I know why and get it even though nobody still gonna tell me

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I stopped fighting back again

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Nah Tim never hit me but he’s more verbally abusive when mad then I used to be

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Nah I made sure you ain’t ever coming back

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Nah I don’t want to hear the extra voices any more either FACTS!

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It’s not worth the ups and downs or the fighting or the bitches or any of it… I’m good I swear

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PAC LMMFAO I’ll explain about the tub

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Me too… I’m still crying

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Not so much used to that either

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Don’t

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Since they took me down with games again can someone please pay off my mother fucking credit cards or it’s another 8 years to rebuild my credit

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They do it every time

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The fifth time now

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Hey it suck’s to be that weak but what ever

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But you got money to fuck with my head and clothes liquor stores and stuff… don’t you know I will ice pick you EASY

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Close*

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How he think I’m all talk though

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Nah they swore I wouldn’t

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It scared me too

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I worked on my temper

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Fuck your fitness they will NEVER toss me around like that again… I’m staying a fat girl praying I go back to in shape fat girl again

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Every time I lose weight I gain it back plus 10lbs fuck all that

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Just wish I could be alone right now

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I still give you half what pertains to you…I’m not hater

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Never

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I know