A Disciple's Thread

[Candy]

i retired and went on government payments i get $600 a week.. its only $150 week cheaper then what i was on

[NoNun2]

@Candy yeah my old company offered me long term dissability at 80% of my salary and I said no… I had a job lined up and loved my career - I didn’t know I was really too sick to work again

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They won’t give me disability either… they say cause I’m a drug addict but they don’t have a dirty urine on me since 2017 and all I ever did drug wise was weed and sniff coke… did e like maybe 5x though too

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Check out my ig nonun2 and tell me that’s not crazy either @Candy

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Cla919250 not nonun2 that page got shut down &csndy

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@Candy

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If the feds are still on here PLEASE PULL MY WAKEMED RALIEGH NC AND ST MARY WATERBURY CT MEDICAL RECORDS I SWEAR TO GOD IM NOT LYING

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Because if I didn’t report it I got to go home but still was hurt and had to be checked

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“Go on baby scream to God he can hear you” love you pac

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I’m trying not to be scared anymore but I am and I’m worried about my family and few friends too - you ain’t ever seen above the law like this

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Shaking right now but I’m ok

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The parking ticket on my Skye in Myrtle Beach is the night they got away with it the first time too

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I still haven’t paid it

[Candy]

lol yeh you always crazy in a good way..

the 80% i just couldnt turn down a deal like that its good to hear usa health care is as good as australia up until i thought you had bad health care so thats nice..

originally i wanted the jobs i had but i was juggling too much anyways

[NoNun2]

I’m in hair school now and it’s hard as fuck lol

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With my bipolar and ptsd and panic attacks it’s the same thing… absent too much

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It’s so hard to be in my own body sometimes )

[NoNun2]

50 they annoying the fuck out of me

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Be careful… he gunning for anyone who try to help me

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Because ced been asking me what my moms bank is up to since 1997

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Cheap ugly sick socio morherfucker - he killed pac didn’t he

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Let me see what he look like

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We have a sink hole in the parking lot like Lord please don’t let it swallow the buildings.., we have to get the fuck out of here ASAP

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I got to get my moms out of here

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He just THINK pac is dead

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He everywhere and I proved it

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There is life after death

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My family need a new family for real cause even they believed him

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He needs to go to criminal mental see what it’s like to have middle bunk syndrome on top of already sleeping issues

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Cause you can’t turn to either side you have to sleep on your back so when you get out you can’t sleep on your back it’s been 14 yrs and I’ve only slept on my back twice… I used to always sleep on my back

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I’m tired of everybody saying I’m going to be ok… IM NOT OK

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Cause I had the middle bed with a criminally mental person to the left and right of me

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Hannibal Lecture was in criminal mental… feel me

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It was like 2 weeks of torture too

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I know I can id at least 2… line them up

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How does he get away with it though?

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If you all not going to handle him me and my family need witsec too

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I think pac on witsec

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Praying my dad made it in witsec

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Cause my mom didn’t remember the hoop d she bought me as a teen that I made her give and get her money back cause I preferred sharing the ac with her… do you know how miserable and what a punishment it feels like to drive a hoop d and I sucked that up for my moms and family long enough… can somebody please help me get my own money and I life that is comfortable for all I been thru

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He got money to shut down stores and pay people to hurt me yet I’m counting change still a nickel short to get what I need and shit

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We were all cracking up cause Ced made me drive a hoop d when I got sick and fired from ibm… he made the payments so he took the truck and the car I had we all just was laughing cause it’s so not me… but here you see me beat down to its me… my car now is breaking and I need to get my credit right so I can finance when I graduate

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I was raised with money until my father went down

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I don’t judge you all either

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I like to look my best and like nice cars… wtf is wrong with that?

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Stop trying to change me too

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I’m not turning the other cheek I’m just still thinking

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It’s not for attention… its too feel good and hold my own

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My momma gave me shine stop taking that away from me

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He think if nobody want me or if I don’t have anything I’d be desperate and go to him… I swear to god I rather be homeless then

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NEVER

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Me? Shoe? Yeah ai’ight

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Ced used to say no new friends too and I can’t figure out why yet other than he takes away all my friends too

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Ced not the police but Jose is… Jose help BEEP CARLOS

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Tacky ass Volvo FOH

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I had the blazer on hold and they “sold” it

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I went down financially again too

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The payments would’ve only been $300 a month but I can’t even manage that now

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That’s how you got to get a bitch… you keep her thirsty

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Cause 50 know me since somebody gonna die tonight and I need this

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I’m polite but not a punk

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Don’t take me back to them days please

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I’m miserable I’m not happy at all ��

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I was until they got to Tim too

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I write for murderers not molesters twisted ass sick freak - how old is he?

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Cause I was in high school when my mom got that car

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How old was or is he

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Crabtree Toyota just like in Raleigh’s name… and I’m broke why?

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You got all this money to hurt me instead of helping me be my best FOH

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I don’t impress easy

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But I do get turned off easy

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Come out from behind the curtain sick man

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And someone tell me wtf is going on for once too

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He closed 4 liquor stores… you right I like coke when I have coke I don’t drink or smoke weed asshoke

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I don’t have to do anything when everyone leave me the fuck alone and stop fucking with my head… I’ve been mentally ill since I was 13 does somebody anybody think I’m faking?

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It really doesn’t take that much money to keep me happy but I want my own

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I’m cut off from ice coffees now too

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FOHHHHHHHHHH

My mom wants me to close an account cause she can’t see or have access to it FOHHHHH

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You want a child don’t you sick man?

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The police probably would give me permission to ice pick you if they knew what you did to me

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How he won’t let me out of this box

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Or be happy

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I don’t need a man I need my own money

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Do you know how hard it was to go to school shaking like that… I’m trying my best and can hardly handle that

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You played the FUCK OUT OF MY FATHER

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I haven’t even touched on those feelings yet

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You’re old man voice makes me lpuke literally shut up

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All that money you waste makes me want to puke even more

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Theirs kids that are hungry

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My mother lives in the ghetto

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Theirs people being raped right now cause of you all and your design

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I HAD HIM 3 fucking times on dna

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How much money do you waste covering up your sick fetishes

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I don’t care about Leoer hell if you’re hurting kids I will cut your fucking dick off

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Lepper hell*

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Alien bandaids guys… we will be ok

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I’ve seen about 7 directions of hell too

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Idk know what I’m a do yet

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It feels really gross when you’re body parts are falling off

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But aliens will put you in a bubble until your sewn back together

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They hate people like you too

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It was 3 pops so why you showed me the white boys that were castrated? I’m pretty sure my attackers were shot after you hired them cause that’s when I started hearing his disgusting voice

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I’ll callm down and stop

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I have every rite to know what’s going on too

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You played my family and everybody I even got close to

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You turned me into some freak of nature blow up doll… I know you a psych or at least that they were helping you making me sick

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I’ll never get better now and that’s exactly what you wanted a sick woman isn’t it

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I have 2 marks on my ankle… no clue where or how

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You better leave me hell mate out of this too

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Cause I remember saying when I was hyperventilating to the cop since I was a child

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Also asking if there is a torture recovery center

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Is that why you have everybody convinced I’m not crazy cause the extra crazy you put on me makes sense

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I deal with voices all day long… the medical ones and yours too… how does anybody get thru what you did to me since without being crazy

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He started working for you too I’m not stupid I know EXACTLY what happened in October now

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YOU LIE AND TURN EVERYONE AGAINST ME ON PURPOSE

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Why so I have no one but you? But I’m the desperate one right?

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Somebody make him shirt the fuck up

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Shut the fuck up*

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Any competent professional would know with my mental health that I wouldn’t make it thru this

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Even my gma hate you… ask my mom one Christmas she rolled bills in money like coke straws… when I FEEL BETTER AND PAC OR 50 IS HERE

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She died the same day she met my hell mate… so hell mate she trusting I’m finally safe now… am I?

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They’re going to win every time so if you won’t get them off me that’s what’s up and yes

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I can’t fight professionals

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What did you tell my family that they didn’t believe me or thought I deserved it too?

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My family leaving your family on the strength of them right on time drug tests too

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The guy in the city can watch us until

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The power of persuasion… its all hypno they ain’t vampires

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And if they are… no thank you

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I need to know what’s up with pac and Jicers I know it’s not him or them doing it

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Jicera*

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I’m proud I made it to school today despite shaking

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One more day I can do it

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I heard pac but then you faded out again

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Like that spider web and we all caught in it but all of us against one spider like what if we just pulled together and pull the web and trap the spider like that plant does

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He can’t have all of us fucked up… its the breed forcing me to share my body that’s making me sick

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When they stronger than me in my own body typing shit like it’s more theirs than mine… like when Kevin come around and I get so sick

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Guys idk about you but I’m going to a new family and I’m pretty sure being sober gets you extra points… are you coming?

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It was one of the best nights of my life… just sad my fave never came… do you know how to balance me again? Cause they did so much shit to me to hurt me I don’t know if I’ll ever be sane again

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I think they think I’m the wolf when I’m not

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And when they try to demand I be this is what you get… me sick

[NoNun2]

An omg ah hah moment… they said Melissa had the 22 but I didn’t believe it

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I had lil vicious Nila in my deck

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Nika*

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Tell my hell mate to stay on our side

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They tried to kill me and my husband to be

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WHY?

[NoNun2]

I have a strong feeling that it’s our turn and neither one of us have to be sick

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And I don’t want anything to do with people who treat us like that

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Idk you have to ask Aimee or L but I think that bitch was selling me too

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That entire family need to finally weed or leave

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My aunt did it too

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When Cahz said the pic didn’t look like me and when Anthony said oh she is pretty

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Why are they allowed to change my god given body?

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They did gross shit starting in 2000 with them pictures

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I just want to be safe, happy, and successful again. And I want justice… they lied on me, defiled me and my rep, gang raped me, and shot me too - why do they get away with it all. How did they manage that? And then they set up 50 too

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We were both doing so good… what happened that I went down and not myself again?

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Nothing changed though it’s not that so you saying even if I was on drugs it makes all that ok to do me? I think you’re the sick ones

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Because she knows my family is sober and set them up too

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Your worst mistake was coming back for me after 3 years… you would’ve got away with it. Gabe didn’t get sick until I came home from Vegas… did you do something to my dog too?

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I hate Nancy but they set her up too

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They set up 50 too…

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Who hated pac so much?

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It’s wasn’t puffy it wasn’t big

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It wasn’t sug… I feel in my heart it’s a female

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I guess you gonna have to ask Melissa and Bobbie Jo

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Why the fuck would you even want me dead for

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We’re stuck in the wrong “family”

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I’m trying pac… I can do this I just want to get better again too

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I feel like they were shooting at me and Fred pulled me down and saved my life and Hollins got hit instead… he was behind me

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When are me and my hell mate finally free cause we’re not the ones that did it - a lot of lost our dreams that night and I’m demanding them back

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When is it our turn?

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Nah I’m into minding my own business but someone hurting me and I can’t handle it or make it stop I’m a tell… especially crimes against humanity and kids

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I don’t like people in my body it’s gross and disrespectful I’m telling them to stop and they won’t

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And I don’t want anything to do with people who treat us like that

I was doing good we had close to 1k in savings got student of the month and I just went down again… idk how was hoping you do

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I can’t even count how many times I went down and tried to get back up - they win everytime and I’m trying to figure out how and why too

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My will isn’t there to fight that hard so it’s easy for them

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The didn’t just break me down they dissected me

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And they refuse to go away or stop… and their ruining my reputation somehow too

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Get that bitch the fuck away from me too…

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I was working again too

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I can’t do shit again

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It’s not a broken heart it’s being forced to a breed and family that makes me sick and not like myself

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My dog here with me helping me I’m ok

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I know they’re trying to help but it makes me sick when they do it too

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I can face it ask me to my face

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I only remembered cause enterprise called me to say they wrote off the rental… I hung up like why I ran out of gas

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Trying to get dressed it’s that hard again

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I have no privacy or secrets

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Why?

[NoNun2]

I almost died not even knowing my own life story. My Dr was Paul Fox - the same Dr of the Newtown Massacre. It was just straight horrow and the most horrible thing to have ever happened. I don’t know I hate it but I do know I opened my own doors somehow when they were hurting me too. I’m not even there but my body still is and honestly wonder if that was the case too. It terrorizes me every day that they will destroy my name and use me in hate too. I blame the drs!

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My parents trusted him too… it’d not their fault either and my father drank himself to death

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I was 13

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My first time in patient…

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Because it only happens on their demand somehow

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I want to remain anonymous unless it’s officials… I have proof

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I think he did it when he found out what they were doing to me and felt guilty

[NoNun2]

My ig got closed down it is now whoscaredcla910

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I hope that’s plenty of proof, my medical records have the rest… I have more pictures of being beat up if you need them too

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If I didn’t report it I got to go home

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But I’d be so hurt I need the hospital to check me

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I really have no clue what they tell everybody that they help them and not me

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Check the police reports too

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My family didn’t do this… PSYCH DID

[NoNun2]

My family didn’t do this… PSYCH DID

A ufo droid came to visit last night I was cracking up

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I’m ok… when I feel strong

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Not so much if not

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Post more pics of Cera

[NoNun2]

Im sorry but im allergic to Kevin and don’t trust him

[NoNun2]

Did you see the psych report… abuse?!?? FOH and how they know if i didn’t eyes know yet

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Even*

[NoNun2]

My cheap ass friend called me last minute to say she had a hair show in mb and free hotel room… I didn’t have much money but said ok I would go. She wanted me to take my own car to meet her there. We were going to the hotel bar to ask where’s what to do and she had a head ache and said she was gonna lay down so I went down by myself… was talking to bartender and guy next to me and never left my drink and when he was starting to make me feel uncomfortable I got up and said I was gonna check on my friend - then another man came towards us from the dining room and they grabbed either arm and said I’m not going anywhere… it’s bits and pieces from there I remember being at the atm, out side by the pool when rhere was 3 people and they put a knife to my face while I was face forward to the wall… then I remember kicking one of them in the face in the stairwell and running to my room to throw up repeatedly and my friend wasn’t there… I think I took a shower too and sat on the balcony crying to 2 and my daughter… I remember my friend coming back and I was running down the tide and stopped to write, then I remember zoning on the beach and waking up with a tractor next to me. I thought it was just another manic episode so I called my dad and Dr and my dad and bf picked me up… the night before I remember hyperventaliating all night too… I thought I got my period when I was bleeding so my friend took me to the store and there was a 50 cent banner. I remember her flipping out whose coffee was whose and like weird she drinks hers way darker never leaving my drink it may have been when I was slipped

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My dad and bf took me straight to psych where I was bleeding black for my urine… I woke up at home scared for my life even scared my father was going to kill me because he wouldn’t give me my car keys (I’m not allowed to drive when sick) so I ran and stole a car until I came to and thought it was just a manic episode

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There was only 2 in the stairwell

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Idk where the 3rd one went

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Blonde hair and the other has brown - not sure who the 3rd was

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I don’t think I remember enough for a line up

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If my friend didn’t slip me the only other way was bartender

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They stole $330 and my friend didn’t think it eas weird I lost all my money

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Thank God I was broke cause my checking usually had thousands in it

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I can write it but I still can’t speak it

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When I stole the car I came to on the highway and realized I wasn’t gonna get to my mom in ct whether I went to airport or tried to take 95 up so I dumped the car in the woods and walked 5 miles until I had the courage to turn myself in… the police came and I dropped and passed out in the car and woke up outside the courthouse with my old bf hands waking me up so I flipped on the cop cause I was mad at her… went to atc until criminal mental was ready and they shackled me to a chair all night… by the time everything was said and done I thought seeing her was a hallucination and didn’t realize her calling me a few weeks later was another set up… we didn’t speak for 3 years since she tried to over dose me which I really thought was an accident

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I know now it was no accident

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I just don’t understand why my friends wanted to kill me or why they pretended to be my friends

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Fuck what they about I tell pad everything

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I’m tired of being scared

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I never wear dresses ever and I was wearing a dress

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I met pac in north Myrtle beach and the hair show cliche… did they know I was Jiceras mom cause I didn’t

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But it makes me more mad

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Idk ask them bitches

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Why do they get away with everything they have done to me though? Being mentally ill made me the perfect victim and I’m TAF

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TIRED AS FUCK

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My dad shook his head and said that was a weird weekend

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Idk who was playing him but you dead wrong too

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I got shackled to the chair because I asked to use the bathroom

[NoNun2]

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Someone slashed my tired!!!!

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Tire*

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I hate that passive agressive shit lol

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Missed school bored as fuck

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Maybe I should’ve probably just gone but something inside me kept saying not today lol

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Haven’t spoke to my hell mate in what feels like months… but I’m getting happy again - he made me cry too much anyway

[NoNun2]

It means I didn’t want to be a nun… but if he really dead I’m a respect that until death to death brings us back together

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“Even as an adolescent I refuse to be a convalescent” my spelling is off… I’m usually a good speller

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I’m not with that switching shit - I have my OWN skills

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He ain’t mad at cha… but I’m starting to believe they lied on me like a mother fucker

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I still never been married pac… wtf you talking about?

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I love it though… why not?

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Nah bitches… show them your play book!!!!

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Yes I’m 80% sure he was

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It take me a minute to catch up

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Scum sucker take the bed make his old ass mama take the couch… f all that

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Entitled sick prick

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Why would I?

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I believe him for FACTS get him off that

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He didn’t serve enough for you all?

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How the fuck he supposed to get another job?

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Witnessed him apply to at least 30

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We not even going to mention he was still a fucking TEEN AGER

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If he goes back to a mask that we burned it’s just as much your fault too

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I worry about him everyday but I can’t do that anymore

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Gave him the $5k speech and said if it get you 20 years you would’ve made more at McDonald’s during that time and still been free… but McDonald’s didn’t hire him either

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He forgot and missed one shift and got in an argument with one of the other employees

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He has a heart still and if them bitches twist him out again

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ALL HE NEEDS IS A FUCKING GOOD JOB

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Please help…

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He has to adapt back into society and is even in therapy for that too… please don’t fail him again