The Summer

[NoNun2]

Dear Pac

I understand why now my brother said I burn it all down
Cause they not you and love I never found especially when I hear the sound of your voice
I guess he thinks it’s my choice… but every circumstance was so different
And you know oh boy always makes me so sick with the current
We weren’t ever even a couple
But he break up every relationship so subtle
And it keeps me trapped in this bubble
And I can’t function kissing my hands or rubbing my leg
And my body language lie and pour more beer than keg
To what’s been said… I don’t want a man
I want to work… money makes me happy so they take that like some jerk
Like my dad not pappy
It will never work… idc how much they think they can change my mind
But if anyone would please get them off of and away from me you will find…
I’m loyal
I’m responsible
Driven
Disciplined
And kind
And then here they go I type die to myself and ran out crying cause I knew I was going down again
Cause I knew I hardly found a friend
Cause I flew when they went first round to ten
And they ain’t left yet
Off some bet?
I mean why?
Why keep me sick when I can be happy
Oh boy just mad he can’t stop me
Even when I tell him what’s got me
In fact he makes me worse and I think it is on purpose
Expose all closets then they’ll see what my worth is
Cause I deserve at least that much
I don’t deserve to be a clown in their circus
And as a result I’m too far out of touch
Maybe I was wrong the way I came at him
But my life changed and I had a rite to ask them
No one not one will tell me what’s going on
And here I thought I was minding my own business just writing a song

How am I the one dead wrong?
Until the fall then…

Sincerely me, C

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Figure it out guys cause I’m not gonna go thru this everytime and I need help

[Candy]

i lov this, the dad wrong biggie drop in was dope

[NoNun2]

I don’t know how to keep them off of and out of me and am 100% sure you have the wrong person

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THOSE WERE NOT MY DEMONS I WAS FIGHTING LIKE THEY TOLD MY FAMILY AND LOVED ONES

[Candy]

storis that creative ish was seriously cool, keep doing yall thing girlie

[NoNun2]

That’s my girl girl like my baby girl not relationship girl - just in high school we had mad fun and she keep it real. I worry about her too

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I thought I saw you say biggie

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I don’t like hallucinating or losing time or now you see me now you don’t… I hallucinate when god need me to not when some freak thinks it’s cool to be down

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Guys this weird shit been going o for decades and my tolerance is real low right now

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Somebody point blank keep it real and tell me what’s up

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No I do t like it I don’t like strangers touching my body in person and especially not the dark… GET THE FUCK OFF ME

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I think I drunk 10 beers my entire life lol I HATE beer now too