A Disciple's Thread

[NoNun2]

You are my favorite especially on the underground shit

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My heart just broke right now… I can’t even speak

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I can’t grasp reality… all I want to do is vent and talk in circles

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He grosses me out if I ain’t been with him EVER no way in hell I’m gonna be now but he don’t get it either

[NoNun2]

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To listen to go to sleep… I wish I knew why my soul hurt so bad right now

[NoNun2]

To listen to go to sleep… I wish I knew why my soul hurt so bad right now

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He fixed me… I’m ok

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It is confusing

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He said it’s no fun when the rabbit have the gun and I laughed - so I’m the one that got it now? Lol

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I hope he does know I never had kt

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Sleep… got thru today barely!

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I do have a good man though

[NoNun2]

Good morning

[NoNun2]

For my step father

Father’s Day

I never took into consideration how much I care
But despite how hell bound I been you always been there
I regret the times I blamed the ones who were closest to me
I was confused and that’s just how insanity be
Thank you for never shutting me out
Even when I’m mad at the world, walk around and shout
To make my point clear…
I love you as my dad but only say that once a year
I know in my heart that you’ll always be here
I’ll do better cause you done best by me
Happy Father’s Day… you really are the glue to our small family

Love you!


I told the police it was him I would kill me but I didn’t know who or how ior nothing… I want to be able to pay my parents back all they done

[NoNun2]

Wait… its Father’s Day too u have to think of a gift for that… your bday shout out is in the lounge

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Only cause I can see touch and feel him… it’d be easier if we could too

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I want ME back and I know 50 know how to change walks and talks and can help me to get back to myself

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“Security… the bitch stole me”

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Making my family pictures look ugly? Them bitches so stupid

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Nobody but god gonna change or control my looks too

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They got money to close stores to jerk their own dicks… ask me how much money I got or have gotten since leaving GSK

[NoNun2]

I was 16 my first slow mo and when Chris got murdered - if I was on death row can I go back? I hate not feeling like myself and trying to find me again

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Yo this now you see me now you don’t shit makes me SO effing mad… its your birthday make them stop and leave me and my body ALONE

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Nah I lost my phone… went down stairs came back up and it was right there on my bed… I do stuff like that and up and down the strairs all week like someone think it’s exercise or something. I’m tired of the disrespect and then refusing to leave me alone

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I get better then he just makes me sick again all over… I’m good

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Cutie walking up my parking lot though… there’s more fish u the sea when im ready to date again

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I hear and see you everywhere.., only you can make me smile like that lol

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Where’s Cera?

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To answer the question… I was so exhausted from the torture that when the devil came to collect me I jumped up ready to fly excited… he said wtf let go off my chains and skipped me lol true story

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That’s why I laughed so hard at the Italian furnace part in power… please don’t say 50 hate me too cause he can make me laugh like you too

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Not power raising kanan*

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I know kanan she a bitch - prolly would kill her own kid

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Pac… I want a black dress when I go and we back together and married cause I actually WAS your virgin

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You wear white

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They can’t take that so it’s all I hold on to

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In mb I realized you were there when I made the oath to God about my children

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I wear the ring for both of you

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But you trump all that - it really is all I live for

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Just don’t let people pretend to love me

[NoNun2]

When I wake up in the morning I’m confused about whether we getting along or not

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Pac… I’m tired

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I’m so fucking tired

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I don’t have anybody pac

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I called 4 people… nobody ever there for me

[NoNun2]

Hold for when my toe shoes come in

[Runit95]

Thy blocked my phone and internet from the site… I can’t even accesss page from mine or anyone in
U houses phone SO if someone wanna.make money with me and this site email me at clarella919@gmail.com

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Someone* shit not funny to me

[NoNun2]

All better…

[NoNun2]

I found it pac… I hope my sister and brother help me find the account and I knew you promised him too… Love you angel!!! I’m keeping it on the low until I know for facts

[NoNun2]

Fuck that… I OWN A GAD STATION!!!!! lol I think

[NoNun2]

Yes they are fucking with my cards again charging $175 for gas double charge at 7/11 4 cash apps I never made etc etc etc

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I’m not my father homie but I am his child

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Went to post it to prove it but can’t get into my account now

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This shit not funny or dismissive to me I’m fucking broke and have been for like a decade now… nobody wants your old creeper above the law ass

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Stop acting like you’re somebody to me

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AND LEAVE ME ALONE

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I want nothing to do with your invincible above the law ILLEGAL network

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I want ALLLL the money you stole from me over the years too

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And my mom paid for all the years she had to support me by herself

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You got psych in your pocket judges in your pocket idgaf who you are because you’re disgusting to me

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Neuro in your pocket

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The one that just said I believe her is in on it too

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Probably the sickest one

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They sent my account to collections and I don’t even owe a payment…

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I’m not scared of you bitch

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You can’t do this to me because I’m mentally ill I tired of you FUCKING WITH MY HEAD

[NoNun2]

Awww you’re mad I won’t stop for you? You sent my card to collections and I don’t even have a balance… it’s all good the pawn shop is open in the am

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I would NEVER go sober for people like you

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Manipulative feminine bitch

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I’ll pawn it I swear to God I will

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It’s all good I found the wine

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Why you want me to feel icky and uncomfortable in my own body though? Like when my ex bf forgot to get my meds for school for the morning

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Did you make him not get it?

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That’s what went wrong

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Step into reality creeper… you make me worse and I don’t like you

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CAN you please leave me the fuck alone

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I’m not going to kill myself I’m going to kill you

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I be the police let me too

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Why you want me sober for 3 days so bad for anyways I’ve been doing fine skipping 2-3 days for 3 weeks prior to what you did to me Saturday

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You just mad I won’t do it for you huh?

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27 years of torture… someone gonna talk

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They’re trying to blame middle Eastern people too like I’m stupid

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Guys I need a lawyer but can’t even file a police report… can someone help me? @Candy

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Open my FUCKING account NOW

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Why do I have to stop something I love to do without hurting anybody else including myself

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WHY?

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Fucking with my electronics and head make me sick

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NOW I’m dropping out of school too

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I’ll go back when my life is mine again and I’m not some blow up doll toy

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NOW IM BURNING IT ALL DOWN CHRIS

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You had him not get it on purpose didn’t you… and everyone think I’ll be happy with some old pruned up arrogant twisted prick… NEVER DAWG NEVER I don’t like old men and won’t be happy with one either

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I don’t care how much power or money you have… NEVER DAWG

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Not scared of the person outside tapping… let me guess I go outside open my own door for them and WHAT?!??!

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What you gonna do now rapist… I bet you it’s him that was raping me up and down the east coast too

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Get them out of my body too

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It’s all good… the last thing I want is marriage anyway

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Somebody gonna beat your ass when I pawn this ring too

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I assume it fitting since you won’t stop trying to break up my family too

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He’s been on my roof since they gang raped me… I think he did that too

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And then killed them… I felt the 3 pops

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I hope they give you the chair… cause that defrib was excruciating

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Ricoooooo

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Don’t ask me to testify

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Awww nobody wanna hurt the pruned up twisted freak

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You so old and priny they think you’re innocent and harmless… KERRY I WANT HIM IN A LINE UP I BET YOU ANYTHING I CAN PICK HIM OUT

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I’ve been mentally ill since I was 13 and can prove that… hate crime x3 it fucking better be

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Pac you don’t have to kill him I will EASY

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Even if that means jail type over my dead fucking body

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Why are you fucking with my head and electronics and accounts and stuff?

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Why are you paying people to hurt me?

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Please check my medical records at st Mary’s Waterbury and wake med Raleigh I can prove he’s a rapist without the fake psych reports too

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I don’t want your money too old ass desperate bitch

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How long you been creeping on me? How old was I when you became obsessed with me in a twisted way?

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You’re going down bitch…

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My dad in witsec mother fucker

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Can you arrest him now?

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Cause I couldn’t go to school with back to back attacks like that that’s why he cut off all my cards and cash app

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Awww you discipline a 46 year old

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Some creeper faggot pussy that can’t come out behind a curtain

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Arrest him and take me to the line up I swear

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You killed my fucking father

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Cause he found out what you did to me

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Idk how he does it… ask him

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You made a game out of my life and I had a great career that you stole from me too

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You paid 3 judges so I didn’t get disability too

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You’re having me drugged in hospitals for dirty urines and you’re sicker than Hannibal lecture

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Idc who’s outside not scared of you

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Why you trying to make me a drug addict so bad anyway?

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Got a text didn’t see where it was from cause by the time I looked it was gone type shit

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Not impressed or scared anymore

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Can I kill him and fix me once and for all for real?

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Why you drugging me and shit and lying to people I’m an addict… what’s the big deal about that anyway even if I was

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I mean I assume a lot of people who were human trafficked and still can’t get free would be too